Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Eternal Youth

So here it is. The day that I have been waiting for. For as long as I could remember I have always been so excited to exit the teen years and enter the more....adult years, the more mature years. Today, I am 20 years old. And now that I am, I'm not sure I'm ready to be. Can you be ready for age? For some reason I can't help feeling like I'm still a young teenager. I still feel like I'm 13. (That was an exciting day for me too) I graduated from high school two years ago. Graduating and starting that new step in my life (college) didn't really sink in at first. Actually it still hasn't sunk in. I still don't feel like I've graduated. I thought it would have sunk in after I started going to college. It still hasn't. I don't feel like I'm growing up. Like I'm enduring some kind of eternal youth.

Do any of you guys deal with this? Or am I the only one? How do you speed up the feeling older (growing up) process?